Rewinding Back

I had a little dream of you today
getting dazzled by your eyes again
Holding your hands in mine feeling real
talking with you away from the crowd.

Watching your face,I got drowned into past
which you proved I got you wrong
yet I tried you to feel right
I lost to you but remained stuck to you.

I remained as I was to you
but you thought it was fantasy of mine
as I opened my eyes I saw the dull sun again
I realized the fault was mine, you weren't mine.

I felt time would heal my heart anyway
but my image of yours wont simply go away.

Once n Never

I stop myself before I close my eyes,
But my voice loses to my 'unwanted' disguise,
My all anger diminishes before her glance,
there was a crush once,a lost chance.

Either eyes don't tell the truth,
or I day-dreamt as I walked each foot,
or better I am a convicted fantasizer,
I named it 'love' for a hypnotizer.

I felt the essence of my absence,
when I figured out you,then I, a nonsense.
My broken heart is half-healed,
I dont care if anybody has revealed.

Reality is never better than imagination,
'cuz we face real pain for a fake emotion.
A hurt is good for a heart, like mine,
love ain't easy, but find it , take time.