Solo Hallucination

I wish it would only be a dream to me,
locked up in a room with no reality.
After pessimism sucked out my individuality,
paranoia started pumping my veins slowly,steadily.

The silence banked the flow of time,
and it was broken by the bedlam of mine;
of thoughts that were not divine.
I am not the creator but the blame was mine.

Figuring out something else in me all alone,
so I took the glass to find something known;
Waiting eagerly for something to be shown,
& nothing seemed to quench my dried tone.

Death had uproared my evil dark inside;
The truth I felt was poisonous than cyanide.
You let my life go, keeping death aside;
It was just a thought without you beside.

By Myself

What do I do to ignore that's around me?

Do I follow my instincts blindly?

Do I hide myself from these bad screams?

And give in to silence that is deadening?

Do I sit here and try to avoid it?

Or do I try to catch it red-handed?

Do I trust some and get fooled by friendliness?

Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?

Now I can't hold on when I am hurt so clean.

I make the right moves but I've failed within.

I put on my daily armour but then

I cannot evade getting hurt again by myself.

<from the song "By Myself" of LINKIN PARK...

some lines have been taken directly...

its because i love this song so much...

its just written as the song means in my own way...>

Virtual Reality

Viewing the world through the facade,

calling oneself cool,candour,caring;

Time of proof is proven hard.

Discover new individuality with sharing!

Enjoying condescending talks with friends,

feeling the galore, pride,fun;

Sudden disappointment,friendship ends.

Work on guys' discretion or shun!

Remarking some people as fiends,

showing enmity, hatred, the back;

Friends go, they replace the needs.

Get ready for how the situations hack!

Time fills the brain, heals the pain.

Let Situations judge, we play the game!

The Door Closed

The light rays cross the windows

and lighten up fading shadows.

With coffee and news as I posed,

I heard the knock at the door closed.

Opening it, I found a little figure

showing usual gestures,trained shiver.

Everyday Drama! My reaction was same;

the door closed shouldn't be opened again.

I sat, I worked, I ate, I thought,

The face I showed, the hatred I brought.

My mind disturbed me throughout the day;

the door closed should get opened next day.

Human virtues are challenged to faces so numb,

but facing them in reality often makes us dumb!

My Time Table

My class starts from eight O'clock,

always wake up with a shock!!

Just before 10 minutes to eight,

pasting my brush I run on my feet.

Taking the shit along with brushing,

throwing some water on my hairs standing.

Deodorizing,combing,creaming Over,

with a rough copy I move to mess closer.

Breaking my fast I go to class,

reaching the last I watch the whole mass.

Boring lectures make me drowse ,then sleep,

on the last bench the professor can't peep.

Attendance time is break time for me,

to realize my presence, teacher can see.

It just goes on as the day moves on,

the class ends and my party starts on.

Missing not a single volleyball play,

enjoy as I serve,smash and sway.

Evening goes up with friends and chit-chat;

it sparkles with orkut ting and voice-chat.

Now the clock ticks only ten,

waiting for birthday-bash again.

searching for someone who will get GPL,

if no one music,movies are not in sell.

The midnight-hour starts day-next,

Oh my God! tomorrow is a test

of SOM which is Sell Of Mind.

Hey you Studious! Please tomorrow be kind.

Two hours ran faster than I guess

and Oh! it's all a huge mess.

Some bad habits I never miss,

and do them without any one's notice.

Now it's really four....

It's time to snore.

Tomorrow will be the same day again.

Let's see what different conclusions I gain.

DUSK to DAWN

The day lends me all the daily stuff;

the sunset ensures I've got enough.

Questioning myself about pros and cons

but concluding the day is really tough.

Splashing cold water over my face;

judging whole day as a serious case.

I hardly find any flaw in me,suddenly

the dusk bids adieu with a great pace.

Now I plan for the coming day;

words that should be thought before I say.

Actions that would make me a star;

shining the brightest wherever I stay.

My dusk-to-dawn routine goes on everyday

in the hope of getting my right way!